Sunday, July 1, 2012

Really lovely simple things:

The smell of the rain
Driving with the windows down
Laughing so hard you can't breath
Inside jokes
Singing a worship song that relates perfectly to what God is teaching you
Fresh bright tulips
Water rapids rides
Tazo tea with a friend
Painting ceramic pieces
Someone praying for you
Canoeing with my sister
Running on the beach with the sweet sea air
Hammocks
Cute little grandmothers
Sharing food
Seeing someone rededicate his/her life to Christ
Reunions
Birds singing
Mozzarella cheese sticks
Finding perfect sea shells

I don't want riches, or man's empty praise.

What God has revealed most clearly to me lately is eternal perspective.

You see, I just spent a month in a country where nearly every one of my new friends did not know the grace of Jesus Christ.  Even today I do not know if they will find Christ and that eternal hope of heaven.  While away, I held orphans in my arms and prayed over them, that one day they would come into contact with the gospel message and receive salvation.  Suddenly, exhaustion and sickness and hunger and hot temperatures and traveling alone and being afraid- they did not matter.  Eternity is what matters.

This past month I invested a lot of my Bible study into the book of 1 Peter.  The second chapter, verses 9 to 11, really stood out to me.  Verse 11 talks about how the fact that we as believers are to be "sojourners."  We are only traveling through life on this earth.  This should be reflected in the way I live my life, the areas in which I invest my time, and the purpose I choose to pursue.  

What Peter is saying that since we are only traveling through, why invest so much into our temporary time in fading things that are here?  Why look for pleasure here, when the lasting crowns will be in heaven?

In Revelation 2:9, John writes to the church Smyrna, "I know your tribulation and your poverty (but you are rich!)"  Yes these believers were physically suffering and were impoverished, but they were rich in Christ.  They had all they needed in Him and they knew it.  They were "sojourners," "tourists," "nomads..."  

As I seek to be a "sojourner,"  I'm learning to care less about what others think.  I am learning to care less for money and more for giving.  Yes, I am still loving my family, friends, and enjoying what God has blessed me with, but I am focusing less on the temporary.  

Jesus is my inheritance, now and always.  No matter where I am, He's there.  No matter what surrounds me, I am called to listen to the Holy Spirit and follow His lead.  No matter what I am afraid of, I need to overcome it to live the way that God can be glorified in me.  

"Therefore, we also, since we are surrounded by so great a crowd of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight and the sin which so easily ensnares us, and let us run with endurance the race set before us, looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who, for the joy that was set before Him, endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God."  Hebrews 12:1-2.

In the "hall of faith" (Hebrews 11), God did not give any of the men and women there the full picture, yet they trusted Him and lived differently because of it.  They are now witnesses to my faith as I look to Jesus as an example.  He went through difficult things on this earth "for the joy set before Him."  He was eternally minded.

Jesus is my Savior.  I want the cry of my heart and the results of my actions to show that I know I am a "sojourner" and I have a "joy set before me" no matter what life here on earth brings.  As I go through life, I want my prayer to ever be, Be Thou My Vision.

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Time is running away with me.



A year ago they told me that once you graduate high school, life moves forward in super-sonic speed. Well, time has definitely ran away with me since then.  


I have seen so many couples get married over the past year; one of my best friends got engaged last month.  A lot of my younger friends just graduated from high school.  I spent a month in Africa and traveled there and back by myself.  I now am preparing to go away to Chicago in the fall.  My grandpa passed away in this past February and we flew up for his funeral and my grandma moved out of her old house for the past 50 years.  I just went to high school summer camp as a group leader instead of a student.  My sister is now a Senior in high school.  I'm growing up- spiritually, emotionally, socially.  Time is passing yet God has never changed a bit.  He is the beautiful constant amidst the change.



Friday, June 15, 2012

Be thou my vision.


A hymn worth singing.
A cry worth praying.
A mission worth living.
A thought worth remembering all of my days.

Monday, May 7, 2012

My heart is

full... 




God is taking me to Africa.
Flight tickets bought, bags just about packed, countless prayers prayed, hugs given, phone calls made, letters sent, surprises prepared, conferences attended...
2 days ago I got this e-mail and talked to my dad on the phone.  There was suddenly a possibility the trip was off.  My heart was stricken.  Lies haunted me- God does not want to use me.  I am never going to be good enough.  Lies multiplied.
Then I just had a peace.  I knew the truth.  NO MATTER IF I WAS ABLE TO TAKE THE TRIP OR NOT, GOD LOVED ME.  If He was going to close that door, it was only because He was going to open another one.  Still, I felt such a strong calling to go.  Why would God call me and prepare me and put the pieces completely in place to abandon me?  My God is faithful.  He has steadfast love.  He will not leave me.  And He didn't.
I started reading Psalm 91 and dwelled on God's promises.  And you know what? He kept His promise!  
Tomorrow God is going to begin to stretch my faith in a completely new way as I embark on a trip to Africa.  I will be sure to keep you updated on the adventure as well as I can.   All I know is that these words cannot do justice to the overwhelming joy in my heart.  God has not abandoned me or found me useless.  He wants me to shine for Him on another continent.   


As I look back on my Freshman year of college, God never once left my side!  He was there during the good, bad, mundane, and joyous.  He was there and it was His will.  My heart is full. 

Sunday, April 29, 2012

I do.


"Do I believe that you're my God? 

That You're all I need?  

That You're all I need?"

Monday, April 23, 2012

Realizations...

"To do for yourself the best that you have it in you to do- to grit your teeth and clench your fists in order to survive the world at its hardest and worst- is, by that very act, to be unable to let something be done for you and in you that is more wonderful still. The trouble with steeling yourself against the harshness of reality is that the same steel that secures your life against being destroyed secures your life also against being opened up and transformed."


~Frederick Buechner