Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Summertime means:

A visit to the midwest
Being a camp counselor for 5 days
Reading 7 books
Memorizing the book of Philippians
Going to Yogurtland and Barnes & Noble twice in one day
The smell of sunscreen
Interning at my church
Eating a lot of Panera Bread and Chick-fil-a
Giving towards a community of kids
Writing my Compassion kids faithfully once a month
Reading the book of Psalms
Strawberries and chocolate with my sister
Trying to sing along with Owl City songs while driving
Warm sunshine with passing showers
Catching up with college friends
Trusting God with the next school year...

Sunday, June 26, 2011

(What I Know)

Meet me in St. Louis...

There's something about the sweet ol' midwest.  Every summer I just fall in love with spending time there.  I'm sure my friends wonder what there is to do in Missouri... Well...

Wait for the siren.  As the mist lifts above the cold spring, a bunch of fishermen gather around, preparing their bait.  And somewhere in the midst of all those hardcore trout-catchers, my dad and I stand waiting.  All of sudden, a loud siren roar breaks the serenity and fishing lines go flying.  There's nothing like fishing in a spring filled with trout that were raised from their birth to die.  Actually, when you think about it that way, it's depressing.  But for me, it's some of the best father/daughter time as my dad and I catch fish after fish trying to meet the catching limit.

Indian summer. A couple years ago, my sister persuaded my dad that the three of us should go floating down a nearby river in tubes.  So we headed to a campground, rented three tubes, and took a splash in the cold water... So peaceful, so lazy, the river took us on a journey for about an hour through a forest.  I really felt close to God, in the middle of a river, so far away from anything besides nature.  Creation does testify of a creator...

Watch your step.  Once upon a time, a little girl spent some of her summer in the midwest and discovered a terrible curse.  Every 13 years terrible insects swarm and eat every green thing in sight.  I've had to deal with this "curse" twice already... and watching your feet so you don't step on a locust/cicada is not fun at all. Thank God it's only every thirteen years...

White steeples.  Little white church steeples dot the countryside, including my dad's tiny church and my mom's church where my parents were married.  There's nothing like picking up a hymnal and singing genuine worship.

Amiability. Saying "hello" or "thank you" to a stranger where I live is out of the ordinary.  But not in the midwest.  People actually smile at you, say friendly things, and enjoy their jobs.  I wish all people in America were like this more often.  I know some people have tough lives, but for the most part, people in America are pretty well off.  And they should show their thankfulness about it.  I know it's not exactly rational, but one can only hope...

Pink pavement.  My sister and I know we are almost to Grandma's when the car drives over pavement that is a peachy pink.  Over the river and through the woods...

Redefining pitch black.  When I was young, my dad used to always talk about his job while in college- giving tours in a cave.  So every now and then, my family returns to that cave where he used to work, walking through the darkness and bats.  When I was little, this was the highlight of the summer vacation.

Trip down memory lane.  "This is where your aunt got in her first car accident..." "This is where I fell of the hayride and sprained my ankle..." "This is where your great-uncles owned a barber shop..." My relatives are never short of stories as we drive down gravel roads in the country.  It's craziness, really, to think these people are related to me.  But I love them nonetheless.

4 hour family lunch. The customary tradition is to meet with my mom's side of the family every Sunday we are in town at Olive Garden and eat for hours and hours. We are a pretty interesting bunch, brought together by my grandpa's offer to treat us all to unlimited breadsticks and salad.

Concrete on the concrete.  I may sound like the travel channel here, but by far, the best ice cream shop in the U.S. is on route 66 in St. Louis, Missouri.  If you go after a Cardinals game, you may have to wait for 15 minutes in line before you can order a concrete at Ted Drewes.  But it's always worth the wait.

I could probably add at least 10 more traditions/things I do in the sweet ol' midwest.  But in the end it's not about where you are or what you do, but who you're with.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

18 little memories.

It's crazy those little things that hold significance in our lives.  Maybe it's a song, or a sea shell, or a picture, or a box full of random items.  Nonetheless, what could be a better time to celebrate someone and the memories with them than their birthday!?
So a week or so ago, my friend and I hatched a wonderful plan for my other friend's 18th birthday.  We remembered memories, inside jokes, things my best friend likes and put them together to form 18 gifts, all attached to memories.  The catch? We wrapped them all and numbered them with clues and made her open them all in order at PF Chang's.  And I must say, fun times :)

Whether it's notes of encouragement in the mail or birthday surprises to go to Joe Picasso's or baked goods or long talks about what God is teaching us, I can honestly say I'm thankful for all the friends God has given me. And the fun moments that come with them!

I'll come back, when you call me; no need to say goodbye.

In the days immediately following my graduation, I began to notice this emptiness I felt.  Between the graduation parties while driving my mom's car it would hit me: I'm graduated, my grade is never going to be all together again, everyone is going on to new and greater things, and I'm still stuck at home for a year.  My eyes would tear up a little but I had to be strong.  God put my class on my heart for so long and I know I won't ever stop praying for them.  But, God is calling me to new and greater things as well, even if I am staying at home.

The work God began at my high school has had closure.  Now I need to embrace this new time of my life, fearlessly.  This next year, I can really make God my everything- not friends, not achievement, not even missions, but God.  I realized that the emptiness I felt inside was because I had my priorities in the wrong place.  I had put friends and memories first.  I had put my identity and success before God.

When you make God your everything, you have nothing left to lose.  Once God is your all, no one can ever take Him away from you.  Yes, this means dying to self, but it also means truly living.  I want to learn this in the months to come. I think this year to come is definitely a good time to do just that.

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Just because I can't be on the mission field this summer doesn't mean my heart's not there. :)